Conservatives can eat me.
Fucking bullshit.

In other news...

+Self-fulfilling prophecy? Check.

+THERE IS A STORM COMING.

+I am scared. I'm not sure if I should be putting up protection or not. Take a step backwards. Open up your heart. Listen to the whirling thoughts in your head. Hide under your blanket. Drown in hours of television. Get out and be free. Lock yourself in. Buy a plane ticket you can't afford to Reyjkavik and just fall off the radar for awhile. Do something. Life. Death. It's all a part of one cycle. Everything is one? Uuh, I need to read up on Buddhism and Hinduism again. Fuck. Yeah, the stream of conciousness is over. I am thinking. I am pausing. I am forgetting. I am wasting.

+In a way, I like the pain. It eats away at the other kind of pain, and takes over, and I have to put myself to work to take my mind off of it. I feel as if sometimes I should be suffering for all of my bad deeds.

+So, I will be returning within days. And I keep thinking of the people I could encounter... and all that is going through my head is, I can forgive but I can't forget.... God. I just really hope I don't see certain people. Dealing with drunk people who don't let themselves move on? Yeah, I don't need to step back to my past self, thankyouverymuch. So I hope you can realize to fuck the hell off if we have an encounter of any sort.